Hey god don't be happy!
Because I always call for you just at the LAST moment of hope.
And don't be upset either!
Because you are the first and only reason that keeps me believing in HOPE.

I have to simplify…
I can't believe in life when it sucks.
I can't believe in god when he's always far.
I can't believe in love when I can't find any.
I can't believe in faith when its not mine.
Damn!
I just cant lay down and die.